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  1. Out Of Clock

Song taken from Album 'There Is A Funeral In My Heart, For Every Man I Loved'
Written, Performed, Produced and by FiFi Rong
Mixed and Mastered by Oskar Vizan

Lyrics

Out Of Clock
Theme song from Album ‘There Is A Funeral In My Heart, For Every Man I Loved’
(Chinese Monologue to English Translation in brackets)
*Monologue begins*
在我的心里,似乎经历过许多葬礼 悼念深爱过的人
(It seems like I have been through many funerals in my heart, mourning for those whom I had deeply been in love with. )

There is a funeral in my heart, for every man I loved

这是一个决裂,孤独的仪式
(This is a lonely and tormenting ceremony )

他们来去无常,最后一个个的消失,但死亡是绝对的
(They come and go without notice, and inevitably disappearing one by one in the end. But, death is certain and absolute…)

There is a funeral in my heart, for every man I loved

就让他们在我心里死去,因为只有 彻底放弃和遗忘,才能获得重生
(So just let them die in my heart, as I can only let the light shine through my scars and experience rebirth through surrender and acceptance.)

There is a funeral in my heart, for every man I loved
*Monologue ends*

Every day I wanted more
Every bridge I had to cross
Every bet I won and lost
Led to nothing but these words
Coming from within
It was all a dream that shook me to the awakening
Closer than I ever thought it would be
Have I not learnt from every kind of suffering
I can only hope my luck will be changing
And the help is coming

But my time is running out of clock
Running out of clock
Running out of clock for me to chase around the world
And my heart is running out of love
Running out of love
Running out of love
For me to still hope it will last
My life is running out of space
For anyone to stay
 
 
Every man I’ve ever loved
Every time I had to mourn
Each of them I came to trust
Left me nothing but these cuts
Into silent screams
 
It was such a high that’s fallen to pieces
Over anything I had ever imagined
Does heaven make a sound when the heart is breaking
I can only hope my future will be changing
And real love is coming
 
But my time is running out of clock
Running out of clock
Running out of clock for me to chase around the world
And my heart is running out of love
Running out of love
Running out of love
For me to still hope it will last
 
But my time is running out of clock
Running out of clock
Running out of clock for me to chase around the world
And my heart is running out of love
Running out of love
Running out of love
For me to still hope it will last
 
My life is running out of space
For anyone to stay
 
But the time is running out of clock
Running out of clock
Running out of clock
Running out of clock
 
There is a funeral in my heart, for every man I loved
 
But the time is running out of clock
Running out of clock
Running out of clock

 *Monologue*
There is a funeral in my heart, for every man I loved
There is a funeral in my heart, for every man I loved